I’m blessed…
And eventually I will find happiness in being with out him. I have my moments when I cry and I have my moments when I laugh but that’s it… They are just moments. They don’t last forever. But a mind set does. So instead of praying for happiness or to heal the pain, I pray for peace of mind in the good and the bad. I think of my Grammy and I’m constantly reminded that life is too short to have regrets. I never cheated and my love has been more than loyal and true to him. No I did not have great communication skills but I’m growing and its all a learning process. Despite all of his disrespect I fought till the end. I can’t dictate his actions or feelings so I fought for mines. Now that the chapter is closed I don’t want to regret not opening the next. So I choose to LIVE. Not be held captive to a broken heart. I’ll always have a piece of me missing because I believe he is my better half and no man on this earth will be able to take his place. But God can over flow my heart with unconditional love. And I deserve that. So I live to still experience true love. Unconditional love that God will show me in so many ways. I’m stronger than many people think because they don’t recognize the power of God.. and he is my strength. So I’ll take the sad moments and I’ll take the happy moments. But I’ll forever live in peace….
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